bottled up thoughts in maroon and yellow

I feel like i could just burst if i didn't talk to someone about all the things that have been happening around me. Well my life's been having it's ups and downs and right know it might just be slowly inching it's way up again. Things started to go up when once again i met xin ning at coffee beans and soon after we proceeded to brekos to eat. oooh Avocado with brie cheese plus warm forcasia bread is trully heaven. It's super, to once again meet up with a best friend and catch up especially since we just went through a bad patch. Rugby today was not bad, although i was pretty insensitive at times ( sigh... i sure hope they'll forgive me ), yeah... oops out of point. Back to rugby, i'm begining to realise that everywhere you go, there is politics. In rugby itself, it's pretty intense. I don't really know alot but anyhow, today i just scratched the surface of it. There are 2 couples in particular which is all hush hush about in rugby. My heart really goes out to them. Well i'm not going to be a gossip queen and publish it on my blog, but anyhow i wish them the best! What else... right now i don't feel so restricted to meet people since i am s-i-n-g-l-e, yar and i've got to know better a couple of my friends. The break-up didn't feel good, but i really thank God for the people all around me who really cared. And yar i haven't been able to grasp the essence of being single yet, i kinda still feel attached. I even have his stuff in my wallet, closet and cupboards. Sigh when you break up with someone you realy leave a part of you behind. Well anyway i'm getting lazy to write, should catch some shut eye soon. Hope you enjoyed reading my super messed up thoughts today and that i didn't confuse you too much.