bottled up thoughts in maroon and yellow

Life's a struggle but it's worth living This week, was a tough one. I spent an entire Monday struggling with the decision I made. An entire night trying not to think about it, trying not to regret. A Tuesday looking for some silence. Wednesday trying to forget about it. A Thursday barely talking about it and a Friday feeling grateful to all the people around me. I'm glad I have found some true friends and that I’m making some more. Life's not perfect yet, it never is. There are some things at the back of my head that I’m worrying about now. Ones about another change that I’m no where near ready for. I don't want it to end up me being grossly misunderstood and people upset. Sigh, how can I avoid such a catastrophe? Sometimes I wish I had the power to stop time. STOP, REWIND, PLAYBACK. But then again would life be any fun if I was given the ability?