bottled up thoughts in maroon and yellow

Mel was sweeet enough to lend me her text book in the morning. I just love that girl, although i doubt that whatever i do for her will equal out to what she has done for me. It's hard to not give thanks, when you have such a great girl in your class! Then went over to darren's house. Brandon and Darren made macaroni and cheese (with lots and lots of cheese plus bread crumbs) for me! It was simply delicious. I think their gona make great husbands! haha. Had a blast at darren's house, writing gay testimonial's on his behalf together with brandon, without darren's knowledge of course. Met max, the cute fat Jack Russel who kept licking my feet. f4 fanatic, national bowler, sweet, nice grandma. Last but not least, HORNY! whose occupation is to sit on darren's bed and keep him happy. haha. honest! Screwed my poa paper today, didn't have a clue how to do the 30 mark question and smoked my way through the rest of the paper. Arrhh... bye SMU! It's becoming embarrassingly obviouse that i never achive my goals. haha. Anyway went to sixth avenue again to study with Joel, met kenneth. Nice fella. I had an enjoyable game of pool, cos i beat someone! yay! Haha, but still never failing to make ALOT of pathetic shots along the way. Can u believe that when i "break" the white ball went into the hole. And the break wasn't even a decent one. The balls where still pathetically close to each other. Haha. From a third person point of view, i wouldn't deny that it was awfully amusing to watch me play. The only sad thing about my day is *! A bud had to tell me * was (i think) blaming ppl for the outcome. Only reminded me what a loser * can be. Ars, stop blaming ppl for smth that isn't their fault and just FACE IT! I know i'm being harsh and * needs time. Glad * don't read this.