bottled up thoughts in maroon and yellow

Went to this really poshe restaurant Modesto’s I think. Didn’t expect to be eating dinner with taiyo, his friends and miss chen there but anyway had a delicious time. Taiyo had just booked out from bmt for the 2nd time, yea so he was pretty much dying to make up for lost time and really enjoy himself. Anyway the main topic was about army life, and I guess since I’ve never been through , and don’t ever intend to try (alright maybe once when I was young and dumb) I wouldn’t really understand what’s it like. We girls, may hear all these bits and pieces, stories of a 100 over guys powder bathing, singing some stupid song, pulling the elastic on their briefs to form a large cloud of smoke, field camps, we all know It’s tough, but somehow I feel that even if we hear a million and one stories about life in army, or watch a thousand and two videos about what the guys have got to do we won’t really understand even alil regarding how ns guys feel about the whole thing. I though I knew enough, today I looked at taiyo in the cab, it was Saturday and he was already dreading Sunday evening-book in time, and now I’m nt sure if I know anything at all. It’s only less then a month back that he booked in. And they say it’s like a cycle. You got to do the same things, book in on Sunday book out on Saturday, maybe it’s not the case for all NS men but yea it’s the norm. SAD.