bottled up thoughts in maroon and yellow

Feeling pretty moody and fretful today. Not surprising really, because I have been doing work for Chris for almost my entire Saturday. Freaking stressful and I always get irritated when people disturb me midway. I haven’t completed it yet, still got a long way to go. Feel like crying. Sob. Moreover, I’ve got a lot of school work which I was suppose to hand in two weeks ago- I haven’t started on. And a poa test on Monday I’m barely started on. Plus u’re upset with me. I’m not sure why. I know you really want me to accompany you to the event. But I’m really not sure if I can. And if told you see first you’ll get even more irritated. Over all I have a freaking busy weekend, none related to school work, none I can cancel and I’m feeling freaking stressed cos I’ve got a lot of sch work to do, which I can only start doing on Monday. I was about to scold F but I’m just going to say shucks. Yesterday, I helped Brandon out with his integration. Then caught some dumb movie Bing made us watch in the school library. After, we went to Holland for BK then some drinks at Wala Wala. Christian’s treat! I had to leave early, SADLY. Barely heard the band cos wala wala was packed, and we went downstairs. When some of us decided to go up for awhile, the band took a break. Yar so it was a pity! I couldn’t stay for the 10pm performance cos I had to go home to psych myself up for Saturday’s work. BUMMER. I got back red faced, and my dad asked me if went drinking. Feel so lousy for lying to him, made my day even worse. Sigh. Waiting for the opportunity to tell him the truth. Thank God I only drank abit of Hoegaarden and some other stuff. Couldn’t really enjoy myself at wala wala’s either cos I was thinking of my poa the whole time. After my last series of test, I’ve decided to take my grades seriously. Need to score and go somewhere! Haha, I sound so hardworking. Owells, looking forward to phuture next Saturday. Go to go get ready, Joel’s picking e up at 6 for the gathering. Mixed emotions, I feel pretty excited, not very confident and still worried about the predicaments I’ve put myself into.