bottled up thoughts in maroon and yellow

Friday Went shopping with Kim & was joined by mel and her gang for a short while. Sadly Kim & I pissed each other off quite abit and to top it off we had a bad meal at Anatolia cos they ran out of beef and chicken and we didn’t have much of a choice left. But the fantastic thing is that we’re still besties. We managed to shop quite abit, I bought another Armani top (unhealthy addiction) and a bikini from voodoo! Well it wasn’t the perfect bikini, I’m not exactly happy about it but yea it was alright. And a few other stuff. Soon after, I had to pang se Kim, (sorry girl) to catch the nine thirty movie with the ruggers-Kumar & Harold, was lame, funny though not as good as duplex! Glen was saying after the movie that he couldn’t stop laughing through out the movie and Gloria had to keep hitting him to stop to him from laughing. Then we went to Cuscaden for drinks. It was pretty interesting watching Joel & Ben whose faces were already all red have a serious discussion. Well, Cuscaden’s the place I believe I’ll be popping by again real soon. I met an old friend from my gymnastic days at saga, Sarah, the Tahitian American babe! Well she’s stuck in a home for the next 2 months and most probably will be flying back to the states after, I think Hawaii. She came over to my group of friends and asked if anyone had a cigarette, when we made eye contact it was pretty much magic. Haha. She reminded me of my foolish days in saga, I remember she would ride over from home & there was a period of time she didn’t have a tv. When she finally got one, with cable, the tv was on 24/7. Haha. I remember her baby sis, even when she was in Sarah’s mother’s stomach too. I can’t believe we didn’t keep in touch. Anyway she’s one wild chic now, I’ll be going back to cuscaden cos it’s her local haunt. I miss my crazy childhood friends! Saturday Was pretty lazy to go to Senotsa today but I went anyhow. It was a triumver outing, and instead of 30 plus people I found only 8 people there. Surprisingly it was fun. Initially I was in a pretty sour mood, cos I felt dam bloody fat (I know I’m not fat but I have fats and why can’t I complain?!), could have gone to see the src Vs scc rugby matches, had a whole load of stuff to do & didn’t want to tan AT ALL. Yet I went. There, triumver was the usual- horny. Botak was telling us all about his sexual escapades. Whatever’s bad he’s done it. He told us stuff about whipping, role play, blindfolding, I’ll spare u the details. Today more then half the guys were stripped and left nude in the sea with their pants and underwear hanging on shore. They had to either call people to throw it in for them or cover their front with a small singlet. I videoed some of it, unfortunately I accidentally re-formatted my ixus500 and all was lost. We also had rich NZ ice cream and pasta mania. Fabul-icious. Well the only thing that’s still a torn in my mind, was the stickness from an insignificant other. Oh yar I saw some people surfing, erm there’s another word for it cos it’s not really surfing. A good friend of mine, whom I miss as well, faizal used to do it. Well anyway it’s dam coooooool! I’m dying to try it! Wonder If anyone knows what I’m talking about. Sigh. It’s so common now, the world sees it as okay, yet somehow it’s wrong. Yes everyday I wake up, and I find myself fighting with myself. Their so many things I want to do, so many things I really want to do…