bottled up thoughts in maroon and yellow

Niko’s gone. It’s surpising how people just appear and disappear from your eyes in the blink of an eye. And I didn’t even realize he was gone till he was. Flew back to Washington. Very soon, Deborah my atomic, highly flammable, temperamental confidant will be back and I’ll have that familiar shoulder to cry on and someone to boost my spiritual stability. Hope things won’t screw up like the last time. Plus Lynette will be back too. We’ll have loads to catch up on, busy busy helping her pack and organize her stuff in her new home at sixth avenue, play with big ol rambutan and brownie, her two dogs- Alaskan malamute and cocker spaniel! And when I meet up with her, I’ll also be seeing Alan, Han Yao, Zi Xiong, Brian, Nicky, Norman, Lu Ping and the rest a lot more. I sure hope things will work out. Brandon’s been saying that recently I’ve only been blogging about bad stuff, sweet of him to be concern, but anyway it ain’t true that only bad stuff happen. =) Going for a jog with bumkins later, I hope we don’t give up before we even start. Haha. The last time I went jogging, I never got pass the gate of my house. Then maybe we’ll go for some haigan daz to reward ourselves after haha ;)