Tomorrow, I’ll have to go to Tekong for some dumb camp contest. It’s plain stupid. We get unflattering jeans, that make us look horrible, we’ve got to do a one minute performance in chinese and a whole horde of desperate guys with lust in their eyes staring at us. Haha. Yes I’m in a bad mood. And i’m totally unprepared for something I was somewhat forced into without knowing exactly what I had to do. The only good thing about it, is that it’s a whole new experience (just love the thrill, adrenaline rush and the kick of foolish fear) and a beautiful swan- my bestie will be with me. Well, I hope I don’t screw up.

Recived some photos from Deborah today, so so happy. I miss that my angel so much. I wish she could be right next to me right now, so I can just cry on her shoulder and feel all better after that. I’ll be praying hard that when she comes back, we’ll be all good.

“Stop shouting at me and demanding your royal demands to be done like yesterday. One minute you go all scary on people, the next you become nice. So temperamental. And so hard to tahan you when I’m in a fucking bad mood! Argh!”