_Monday, September 13, 2004

Yesterday at Joel’s army gathering was good. The party was good, Joel made a really good video which I believe was the highlight of the event, oh besides the whip cream game. Although initially I felt pretty lost, because I didn’t know anyone. Plus Joel was pretty busy. But it was all good afterwards, some of us went to tango’s for more drinks. Joel, Ben and I spent half of our time walking over to Wala’s to be awarded with many successful attempts to catch the band during their break. Bummer! Oh and I met Kiwi and Keith too, though we didn’t really talk. Owells- Saturday afternoon yea?

“ Alcohol. Well, we can all fool ourselves by saying it’s good for our blood circulation, it doesn’t make us fat, it’s as cheap as water, it doesn’t give us headaches, it doesn’t make us puke. I don’t know really. Sometimes I ask myself what’s the point? ”

Today, Kim and I went to Chinatown, to choose our free LEE jeans. Yucks. I’m pretty disappointed because all 12 girls must wear a different pair of jeans. And Lee has pathetic cuts. I came abit too late. I was left with a pathetic variety, extremely unflattering cuts and more high cut pieces of garbage. All the more to regret. To sum it all, it was a waste of time. Plus I’ve got to come up with a one minute performance. WHAT?!

“ It’s funny. I was reminded again about the cons of being single. Sigh I miss snuggling, kisses, the warmth of someone else’s hand in yours. His arm on your waist guiding you across the crowded room. Yup, all the little things that we often fail to appreciate once we’re in a relationship. Like what Al would say- fuzzy-ness. But am I ready for another one? ”

“ It’s strange, I find myself staring wishfully at the screen. Hoping, just hoping… And then when I think about it, I ask myself you sure you want it? I wish I knew… ”

darling scribbled at 1:06 AM
Comments: Post a Comment