bottled up thoughts in maroon and yellow: broke!!!

I'm at the station now,feeling pretty excited. Went for some shopping with Kim today, it was pretty good, bought an overpriced tee-guess, and there are so muchy more stuff i want to get. Was looking for a trucker cap today, pretty diappointed i couldn't find a unique one. I don't mind paying a hundred if i can get something i won't see someone else on the street wearing. Well a hundred then i'll be broke. I NEED A JOB!!! Thank God the hols are coming i intend to work my ars off, anyone has a nice clean job that pays well to offer?!

Besides that i met jon today, he came at a bad time cos kim and i were talking out some issues we had (sigh i love you kim thanks for being so patient and understanding! You, Mel and Janet mean the world to me, fuck guys) well anyway regarding jon, i don't know why but i can't help feeling like we were a big mistake. And i just forget actually how sweet and hopelessly romantic a boyfriend he was. but still feeling disgusted...

recording is almost ending, and i'm so so touched that my long lost mates actually found out about the recording, since i haven't been in contact with them for months and chia min and hue min actuall smsed in. I feel so bad for neglecting them all... i hope you had a good laugh listening tonight!