Strange strange strange… people that know nuts about us, hear little from you are always the first to make negative judgment. I’m disappointed that a friend could say such things. But well that’s life. You’ve got to take the impossible if you want to keep them. Had a few frustrating moments and yet some rewarding moments just this week alone with some friends of mine. Ben must be appalled by all the problems I have, haha cos both times I met him I would leave him mid way to have a private conversation with whoever’s on the line. Frustrating when they piss you off really badly and you’re just hurting inside but you want so badly to keep the friendship so you just shut up and take it all in, you’re afraid to open your mouth cos you know unpleasant words will just come out. Well those unpleasant words and unhelpful remarks will definitely make you few better but yea you can’t afford the consequences. A thousand of times I have made the mistake of opening my big fat mouth, this week I kept it shut. We talked things out in the end and yes kiss and make up kind of thing happened in the end. Rewarding- when your friends are troubled they come to you. Yes they stress you out with their sometimes boring problems hey but I just melt up inside cos I thank God they realize I care and they trust me enough to come to me. Sweet sweet sweet. Friends are for life! Their for keeps yet oh so hard to keep sometimes. Just like a relationship with someone else, just that you’ve got many of them and you don’t really hear from all of them everyday.