bottled up thoughts in maroon and yellow

Even thought things around ain’t that pleasant and even though I’ve placed myself in situations I don’t want to be- just a short talk with my girlfriends can refresh me mentally and feel the heart of despair with hope. Today Melissa and Kimberly wrote some lyrics in Chinese for me, reminded me what hue min used to do for me. And it just brings tears to my eyes, I cannot believe that I’ve been so caught up with everything, I haven’t got the time to meet her yet. Chatting with her online right now, I just feel like hugging her and never letting go. Coincidentally she heard me on 88.3 once, haha and she was like thinking, no no can’t be faith. The Chinese is too good. Haha. Well I had the wonderful help of hanyu pinyin even though I pronounced a lot of stuff wrong, the thing about Chinese is that when u pronounce the words wrongly, it can be accepted as another Chinese word. Owells…