I don’t know, I totally agree that only looks are only skin deep and yet I find myself stuck in enough competitions- all on appearances. I’ve once again dug my own hole and fell right in. Sometimes I don’t know why I let myself into such situations, besides prizes and experience what else can I gain? Maybe make myself think I’m beautiful cos I managed to get in when their like more then a zillion out there that can look better. Later feel stupid cos everybody else will say chio meh, I think so and so more chio etc etc. Chinese saying “yi san be yi san gao” there’s always a taller mountain basically.

Darren’s party- the BOMB. But unfortunately I made the dumb decision of leaving midway, imposing on others in the process. But bumkins, I’m glad you had fun. The food was abundant, I had fun cooking it with maria oops mannie making all the satay nice and crispy, jia pa lung-ing everything. Sigh, missed the mahjong, bonding with steph, getting to know Ju, your friends, the drinks, the food, my bumkins company, jogging… sorry Darren!

Had a good time today bonding with Kim though we didn’t get to shop much we had a fantastically overpriced meal of fish and chips at taka. Shop Shop SHOP! Then I made the dumb choice of bringing Kim over to meet the guys who seem to have no idea how to react when they see a girl. So un-gentlemanly, embarrassing and disappointing. I’m glad Kim was understanding. I love that girl to bits though we have our ups and downs.