oh yar i forgot to mention my ex boyfriend can be such a loser. if you read this, which i'm still in between whether it would be good if you did, i hope you'll stop the shit. stop being a kid, doing things just for the sake of being noticed. for goodness sake you're 20 going 21, you don't have to pass a letter to my mother through me when i know you can jolly well do it yourself, just in hope that i'll notice you or read the letter or whatever your intentions were. big deal you're on talking terms with my mum, big deal you get along well with my little brother, we no longer get along, i don't look at you and see the person i blindly fell for. i don't hate you, just can't stand the way you want attention, just can't stand the fact that you remind me of my past, i guess i should be happy i had you, you were a good guy i guess, it's just the things you did, you've got no pride boy. and it's not that i avoid you or anything, i just have nothing better to say to you. i'm sorry but this is the way it goes. maybe if you didn't violate me, stop being the drama king i'll see something better. i'll over look the fact that... and remember all you've done, all we shared, what we had. but right now, i'm just happy where i am. i want to forget it. and sadly i don't want to remember all that you did for me and i for you. do me a favour and pick yourself up and don't expect me to strike a conversation cos i haveing nothing better to say just yet, and your eyes, turn me off. took 10 mths but i learnt smth from it.
i guess i should, give you the credit, i should look back with pleasant memories. cos i know that the sweet things you've done, countless would have charmed any girl. i know i'm lucky, cos guys don't usually do such stuff. ya but so? it's sad i just can't look at you and see someone i respect. it was never the illness, but guess you'll never find out cos you're to busy trying to blame another. just leave me alone drama king...