bottled up thoughts in maroon and yellow

Okay reminiscences. I’m a sicko for that. Went out with pinky today, was reminded of vince- who I’ve known since the start of primary one and we would piss the our Chinese tuiton teachers so bad, we kept changing them. The guy who taught me the existence of street fighter, play station, arsenal. Received a message from friendster from another fella, was reminded of the existence of Spencer- the guy I used to sit next to in primary six. The fella who conditioned an automatic reaction in my body to turn left when I was tapped on the right and vice versa. Stephen called me today, reminded of secondary school life. When scv, gwen, ian, Wilson and i would pon class, pon Chinese, head to the library or somewhere else for some own time own space. We’re going to his place real soon, partaye, I’m the organizer this time. Okay, I’ll stop. I took a gamble today, but it turned out to be a rewarding experience of rickshaw riding, talking, bullying, being bullied, pillow fights, old skool games with your fingers, eating good stuff (spicy tobasco with vinegar was it, chawamushi, ba ku teh) from a surprisingly talented chef, being served, foot massage- basically different fun stuff! I didn’t expect it. The understanding, the accommodation, so yup yup I didn’t waste my Thursday! Been in search of doing things differently. To not fall into the regular pattern of pool, shopping, clubbing, etc. you know what I mean. Been experimenting with colours and weird designs too, I’ll have the cash to flaunt the colours real soon. “I’m beginning to see the big picture. Been wanting to shake my ars on that dance floor for ages, but I surprised myself today by rejecting party invites and company just awhile back. Guess I’m no longer that desperate for the illusions, the need to prove a point and I no longer see the point of It all since, I now know ultimately I’m not looking for such thrills. And company, that counts a lot too. Kaes I’m too sleepy too type anything, just felt the need to cos I was afraid I’ll be too lazy to jot anything down about this absolutely fab day.”