sometime i wish i could be naive, and not feel foolish for being one. i wish i could ignore the fact that men are perverted, that physical appearences matter, that people want to be friends with you because... oh nevermind. i guess after all that has happened, things are becoming real clear to me. And the stars ain't what i seek for. The attention you get, plastic. The words people say, superficial. I heard from someone oliver, is that his name? was asked but he rejected the offer. KUDOS to that. I wish i did. wish i could do the same. on hearing that, my impression of him immediately doubled, tripled. Cos i didn't get a good vibe the first time i saw him. ain't it hard when you want something but you don't want to pay the price for it.
i should stop spending money
