bottled up thoughts in maroon and yellow

16 & 17, bitter sweeet times. Splendid time with special people the whole day and I seriously hope the same goes later in the day as well. Sorry mel, to keep you waiting, i’m going to make an effort to be extra punctual when I meet you next time, but sometimes it’s hard, cos I pray for good weather and when I’m punctual like you say- it rains. Thanks bestie, for the dessert rose blusher, it’s my most prized blusher now, and yes you will get that 43 buck present. And also for the tulips, I cannot believed you guys remembered and were actually so sweeet. And to janet, i was swimming in glee when I got your message while I was at my place having a discussion with ash and joel- thanks guys for everything, for taking care of me, I owe you guys countless. Bitter times too, the sucky feeling when the wrong things came out, when things that didn’t need talking about where blown big, chris work, getting fed over small issues. Been thinking, I’ve changed definitely, the introvert side of me is once again coming out. i really appreciate the fact that I’ve met and will be meeting the people who really mean a lot to me, true friends. It’s becoming the lime light I shun. Tomorrow it will be lunch with my aunt, lovely lovely, something quiet, short of pretence, personal, loving. Cross my fingers she’ll enjoy the meal and it’s up to her standard. And at night, meeting people who bothered to come down, really special people, then going home to slumber after my 4 hrs sleep schedule/day that’s been torture to my eyes since Friday.