bottled up thoughts in maroon and yellow

Today work- I was just tired, not focused at all. Oh well. I met you, only to meet with the harsh reality of life. What he said suddenly became so clear, all the pieces fell into place. You was caring because you were trying, where as i moved over because I didn’t think there was the existence of trying but just pure friendship. The only reason I cared, I trusted was because I thought you were different, worthy, worth it. Well, now it’s time to feel foolish for assuming there was close ties because maybe you don’t think there ain’t. Naïve as usual. When we all have different opinions… when words meant to be said don’t come out… wrong impressions… bad impressions… when I can read minds…