bottled up thoughts in maroon and yellow: hiangy hway

*I found the song below at xiangy’s blog haven’t heard it yet but the words are truly lyrical. A nice nice story, come to think of it xinagy probably wrote it himself. i sincerely hope my passé love-hate best friend is happy. Surreal - The Proposal Song i know now what love is and what love means they once said the greatest thing is to love and be loved in return i guess they were right and for once i now do not deny i once thought of love as something of a fleeting fantasy of something as paint which wears out over time slowly surely fading then gone love, then, was only a feeling something which comes and leaves you hanging in the momment broken forgotten i refused to love dwelling in my self-consciousness scared afraid in my shell i lied to myself thinking i was complete i was whole i thought i didnt need anyone else after all for seventeen years ive been more or less alone trusting none believing few and then i met you you entered my life quietly, you slipped in unlocking the doors of my heart how? ill never know but you did and here we are together in something id never imagine i would be love beyond the superficial and under the covers you found me tattered and torn love, overwhelmingly beautiful so perfect so gentle the magic of it everlasting the memory of it forever the momment of it eternal like a rose without thorns you come to me the angel of the heavens the fairy of my dreams you my love will forever be mine come hold my hand together we'll fly on our dreams we'll soar to places we've never been before where only love can bring us together forever.